Afraid

Every time my friends say that they met someone who's a bit like me, I say that I'm unique, special and that there is only one Tea. Then we all laugh and continue to talk about boys, clothes, makeup....
The truth is; I am afraid. I'm not special or unique. I am loud, annoying, ugly person who is easily replaceable  and I'm afraid that they will leave me for someone new, better.
 I am afraid that one day I will fade and disappear.